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ramana
maharshi |
guru |
who
am I?
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self
enquiry
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spiritual
instruction
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wisdom
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words
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silence
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swami |
self
alone is real |
ellam
ondre |
all
is one |
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NISARGADATTA MAHARAJ | MEET THE SAGE |
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The lavishly illumined
Laxmibaug Hall of Bombay is agog with bustling devotees of
Sri Maharaj. A huge portrait profusely garlanded with fresh
and colorful flowers on a specially decorated platform
captures the gaze of all present. |
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Following the speeches,
praising the glory of Sri Maharaj, of a few illustrious
invitees he has begun his discourse. His words full of
divine wisdom thrill and instill peace into the hearts of
his countless devotees. See how powerful and inspiring are
the following words coming from his holy lips: |
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Sri
Nisargadatta Maharaj through whose holy lips gush forth
these powerful words annihilating the encrustations of the
individuality of his listeners rarely ever speaks of his
worldly life. There is, according to him, no import to the
happenings in the worldly life of a saint. To speak of the
Self while being rooted in the self remains the only mission
left with the saints and the audible message coming through
the [inaudible] Self is commonly called the
discourse of a saint. It is therefore difficult to draw a
graph of his worldly past life. |
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CHILDHOOD & EDUCATION |
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The sprawling
district of Ratnagiri - a mine of gems - lies smugly hugged
to the warm sea along its long coastline. This district has
added luster to the Indian life by providing to it numerous
human gems in all walks of life. Sri Maharaj was born in
Bombay and was brought up in a village named Kandalgaon in
the lovely countryside, 4 to 5 miles deep from Malwan, a
seaport to the south of this District. The hilly countryside
here is extremely beautiful. It is ever green with mango,
cashew and coconut trees. The exterior of the inhabitants of
this district is seemingly rough and uncouth like the
exterior of the local jack-fruit, but their interior is
sweet like the inside of this fruit and sweet and luscious
like the local mangoes. |
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SUCCESS IN BUSINESS |
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Owing to his industrious
and friendly nature he started getting stability in
business. He even then stayed in Khetwadi. He married in
1924. His wife's nature befitted her name Sumatibai. The
field of his business slowly started enlarging. Shops, big
and small, of tobacco, beedis [hand-rolled
cigarettes], cutlery, ready-made garments etc... were
opened by him at Khetwadi, Grant Road and Bori Bunder. His
technique was to acquire a place for a shop in a building
under construction in a locality suitable for business by
starting negotiations with the agent of the owner in
advance. Thus, his business flourished. There ware 30 to 40
employees working under him. |
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ASPIRANT TO SPIRITUAL REALISATION |
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He was fully engaged in
his expanding business. He was making good money, but he had
not forgotten the Almighty. Devotion to God also
deepened. |
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GREAT HIERARCHY OF SATGURUS |
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In the field of
spiritualism the hierarchy of Satgurus has a great
significance. It is a fortune of a sadhaka to have a long
tradition of enlightened Satgurus. The hierarchy of Satgurus
Sri Maharaj belonged to is well known as the Nath Sampradaya
[School of Philosophy] which had a brilliant past.
Sri Revannath, alias Sri Revan Siddha, was the first of the
famous Nav [nine] Nathas. From his one name Revan
Siddha his Sampradaya is also known as the Siddha
Sampradaya. In this Sampradaya, a disciple is taught to have
a direct experience of the Self. |
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UNFLINCHING FAITH IN SATGURU |
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The grace of Satguru
completely changed the course of Sri Maharaj's life. He
dedicated his worldly life with his Self to the lotus-feet
of his Satguru at his very first prostration before him. At
the very first meeting his wind introverted and settled on
the feet of his Satguru. In the words of Sri Maharaj, he was
bound in wedlock. |
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IDEAL SEEKER |
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The powerful teaching of
Sri Siddharameshwar Maharaj carrying conviction with it
revolutionised Sri Maharaj's life. His zest for family life
and business waned. He practiced meditation and sang
devotional songs with sincerity. Thereafter, he indulged
more and more in spiritual thinking and to him, practicing
meditations as taught by his Satguru and singing devotional
songs with sincerity remained the only pursuits of his life.
The vow given to him by his Satguru was his only guiding
star in the future course of his life. Implicit obedience,
without raising even a shade of doubt, of his Satguru's word
became the key-note of his life. If his Satguru bade him
give up a thing, he unhesitatingly and instantly did so. He
derived great happiness in the service of his Satguru and
carrying out his orders. He once accompanied his Satguru to
his home town, Patri. He did not miss, during those days,
even a single traditional function held at Inchgeri,
Bagewadi and Siddhagiri [Kolhapur]. In 1935, he had
gone to the home town of his friend Sri Baagkar. He gave
twelve discourses there on spiritual books. On hearing them
Sri Baagkar was greatly pleased and cited in approbation the
mythological story of a Parijatak flower tree which, though
in front of the doors of Satyabhama, actually shed flowers
in front of the house of Rukmini - both the wives of Lord
Krishna. Occult books difficult of understanding earlier
became now simple and plain to him. He was fast gaining
spiritual height. At every step he experienced the grace of
his Satguru. |
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THE LOSS OF SATGURU |
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Sri Siddharameshwar
Maharaj dropped his body a little before the Divali festival
in the year 1936 on the Ekadashi day of the later half of
the month of Ashwin. The material form which pleased the
eyes of his devotees was no more. It was like a heaven-fall
to them. Sri Maharaj extremely grieved his Satguru's loss
whose absence he keenly experienced every now and then. Sri
Siddharameshwar Maharaj laid his material body in Bombay.
His beautiful marble shrine is built on the Banaganga
Walkeshwar cremation ground. Sri Maharaj used to visit the
place very often. A shrine is built also at Bagewadi. |
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THE WANDERING SANYASIN |
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The days were of Divali
celebrations in the year 1937. There was gaiety all around.
Sri Maharaj, however, was calm towards everything. Tears
often gushed in his eyes at the memory of his Satguru and
his grace. His Satguru's last words tormented him more and
more. It became almost impossible for him to carry on with
his business. |
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MYSTIC EXPERIENCES |
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In the course
of his wanderings, he had many mystic Divine experiences.
That deepened his faith in his Satguru. Exhausted and tired
of long walks when sometimes he caressed his hot bare feet
he saw on them the divine Picture of his Satguru. That
instantly relieved him, of his exhaustion and refreshed him.
This direct experience of the grace of his Satguru filled
his heart with emotion and filled his eyes with tears of
love for him. |
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RETURN |
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Sri Maharaj reached Delhi
by the Mathura-Brindawan Road. He intended to go to the
Himalayas for a pilgrimage and to spend the rest of his life
there only in penance. Dedication to his Satguru was,
according to him, to be complete - by his body, speech and
mind. |
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LIFE DIVINE & MATERIAL |
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On his return to Bombay
after an absence of many months he took stock of his
business. It was completely upset. He could retain only his
present bidi shop. His old zest for business having waned he
was content with running only his present small shop. Since
that was just enough for the sustenance of his family he
devoted minimum time to it and gave as much time as possible
for his spiritual pursuits. Beyond the time that was
absolutely necessary to keep his family and business going,
he was always engaged in meditation, singing devotional
songs contemplation and similar other spiritual matters. He
did not do any conscious efforts for these spiritual
pursuits [sadhana] because; whatever sadhana was
going on was involuntary taking place at the beckoning of
the call within. Without going out anywhere else he made use
of the mezzanine floor of his tenement itself for his
spiritual practices. Having traversed long distances over a
protracted period, independently and without any means his
self-abnegating nature [vairagya] had come to stay.
He followed a strict and regulated daily regime. He spoke
but a few words. His devotion to his Satguru was so singular
- that he never thought of going out to temples or meeting
any saints. |
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AS A SIDDHA |
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Sri Maharaj's spiritual
practices were unfolding themselves involuntarily through
sheer faith on his Satguru. In course of time his sadhana
culminated into his ripening as a perfect siddha
[accomplished being] - a Seer through direct
Self-realisation. The primal reality of the Self got
confirmed by its direct revelation through the Self. Delving
deep into the mystic Self, he experienced the inner blinding
flame which illumines the universe. He saw the eye which
perceives through the mortal eye. By the grace of his
Satguru he acquired through Self-realisation the immortal
fruit of Reality in the form of jivanmukti [final
liberation] as a culminating point of his sadhana. The
routine of his daily life outwardly continued to be as
before. He was doing nothing though he seemed to be doing
everything. Even after fulfilling his duties in his shop and
towards his family he snatched hours for offering prayers
and singing devotional songs to his Satguru and for loud
spiritual thinking with his dear brother disciple. |
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ON THE SEAT OF SATGURU |
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Many received guidance
through the discussions held in front of his shop. Some of
his devotees expressed a desire that he initiate them. Sri
Maharaj was reluctant to play the role of a Satguru, he used
to direct them to one accomplished Guru bandhu of his. Some
of his devotees however, insisted on initiation from him
only. He did not yield to their importunities. Whenever the
question of giving a Nama Mantra [initiation] arose
he quietened them by a cross question whether the saints
like Saibaba, Upasanibaba, Satam Maharaj or the like ever
gave Nama Mantra. All the same, they could not give up their
insistence and preferred to wait patiently for years to get
the Nama Mantra from Sri Maharaj. Although, in order to
avoid encumbrances he was avoiding them, he could not
disobey the dictum from his Satguru much longer. His Satguru
himself strongly willed that Sri Maharaj bless his devotees
by initiating them into the field of spiritualism by giving
them Nama Mantra and spread true knowledge in the world. He
yielded and started, in deference to the will of his
Satguru, to initiate from 1951 onwards true aspirants by
giving them Nama Mantra. Thus, after all, he assumed the
role of a Satguru. |
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ASHRAM REGIME |
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After he started giving
Nama Mantra, devotees began to gather at his residence for
their sadhana. The present mezzanine floor was half its size
then. He got it complete, full-sized. More aspirants could,
therefore, make use of it for their spiritual practices. A
lovely portrait of Sri Siddharameshwar Maharaj was installed
in the place which has turned itself into a regular ashram
now. my happiness is at its superlative. Mind is disinclined to meet, father, mother, dear ones and other relatives." Blessed be the devotees
endowed with such divine love! |
