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Question: Maharaj,
is there a special technique to remove the veil? Or is it
sufficient to have much courage and be brave in the face of
these fears, so that they naturally disappear?
Ranjit: One should be brave to live. When you are
brave, then fear does not remain. Be brave and have faith in
the Master. What he says, do it. You can get it, because you
are He. To get your Self, how much time does it take? If
someone calls your name, you immediately put your hand up.
How much time does it takes for you to respond? Instantly
you do it. So, what you are, what you say is the final
Reality, is you. How much time does it take? Throw off the
apron [veil]. You do not want to throw off the
apron, what to do? Anyway, Reality cannot be seen, what to
do? It is very easy to leave that which is nothing and it is
very difficult to see that which is there. That you have
forgotten and therefore you get troubles. In the same way,
it is very easy, don't worry. One should have full faith
himself. Here, the mind always asks questions. For example,
in the army they say, "You should not ask any questions, you
should not make any reply, but you should only do your duty
and die". These are the orders for the military, and it's
the same here also. [laughs] Master says, "Die!
Experience your own death!" Saint Tukaram said, "I saw my
death and I was very, very happy. That happiness I could not
describe". One should see the end of his self, self is the
mind. In India we have a custom - on the 13th day after
someone dies, sweets are given to all the relatives. What is
the meaning of it? There must be a meaning, no? It is - "He
is not dead, he never dies". They do not understand this,
but still the meaning is that, and they just follow the
custom. So, why not give sweets to all? Because I am not
dying, I am ever living, if you understand. When the body
goes, only the body or ego has fear. So if it goes then give
sweets to all!
A person in jail always counts how many days remain until he
gets out. In the same way here also, people don't understand
but when the first birthday comes, sweets are given. All
birthdays are celebrated by giving sweets. They think that
the time has come for the bondage to go away. Old age is
sure to come and the bondage is going off, so one celebrates
the birthdays. One year less to live from your life, but
even so, you still celebrate because the bondage of the body
is now ending. Some people enjoy birthdays. One year is
short, but still it is one year less in the illusion.
Suppose you are 25 years old and if your life is 100 years,
then you only have 75 years remaining. When you see that
you've lost 25 years, you should be happy and give sweets to
all, because your bondage is going to end very fast! So,
always live fearlessly and have your own pleasure.
Anything which you think of is always something which
doesn't exist, because everything is He only. Except Him,
there is nothing in the world. Whatever thought or concept
you think of creates something other than what He is. When
thinking ends, what happens? You go into zero. In the world,
you spend your time only thinking of so many things, so many
problems, whatever it may be. But still, when the minds
sleeps, you forget everything. Thoughts continually come
into the mind. For example, when 'I' stops seeing, then the
space appears. Otherwise, there is no colour at all, even no
sky colour. Once the vision ends, then only is there colour.
So, what you see and perceive is in you and not outside of
you. You are not the body, take it for granted. When the
mind takes up a thought and gets attached to it, then
everything is seen.
Reality prevails everywhere and apart from Reality there is
nothing. It is there, everywhere and anywhere. The greatest
saint in the last thousand years, Shankaracharya, has said,
"There is Oneness. There is no duality in the world." For
example, if someone drinks some alcohol, the effects must
come to him, no? He then says anything he likes. And when
the kick goes out, he then becomes sober again. Afterwards,
if you ask him, "Did you say this?", he'll say, "Oh, I don't
know anything." The kick of ignorance makes everything,
brings everything. Take the kick out, then ignorance can not
remain, why to worry?
The great saint, Ramdas Maharaj said, "What you say is
there, has gone. That which is not, is always not. What is
there to say about it?" So, that which has been has gone,
and that which has not been has also gone. For example,
someone feels some steel against his face. It's there, he
feels something for a short time and then it's not there.
Both have gone. Again, this is just like knowledge and
ignorance. They are both there, then their absence has come,
and after their absence, does anything remain? Nothing is
there, but still He is there. You have to use so many words
to explain this. It is so subtle. Little touches make all of
consciousness come. Finally, you are That. Experience It in
this way. Be That and remain like That only.
In the same way, this world is not at all there. You feel
that it exists, what to do? Is anything here true? Nothing
is! If you realise this, then nothing remains for you. It's
all a big zero! The world comes from zero and ends in zero!
The whole is ending in zero. When you sleep, does the world
disappear or not? Sleeping means that you can't see the
world. You have to close your eyes to fall asleep and then
you have dreams. That is also imagination. In a dream, a
poor man becomes a rich person and a rich person becomes the
poorest person. For example, there was a king who became a
beggar in the dream. So he cursed God, "What is this? Nobody
gives me alms. Everybody abuses me and says bad things to
me. What wrong have I done, I don't know?". God replies to
him, "You came into this dream, that is the wrong thing
which you have done. Also, you are dreaming wrong things
which you feel are true". But when a Master comes and says,
"Oh, the one who is sleeping is a king", then he will play
his part very nicely or not? Very nicely he will play his
part. He tells the king that it's only a dream so that the
king knows, "In the dream I am a beggar and when I awake
from this dream, I will be a king". In the same way here
also, Master tells you that, "You are He", but you cannot
accept this. But suppose if you dare to understand the
Master thoroughly, then? Then the world becomes heaven. For
the one who understands, the world is heaven.
When something pleasant happens to someone who understand,
he says, "Oh, very good". And when somebody dies, he says,
"Oh, he's gone". He doesn't laugh, why? Because other people
would be troubled by his laughter. But still, he knows that
nothing has happened. The five elements return to the five
elements and the power returns to the power, and then
nothing remains! What is there? Who has gone? The one who
came and who went away, his name is written on the
tombstone. They write, "so-and-so died". He may have been 50
years old, or 80 years old or a 100 years old. If he was a
100 years old, you say, "Oh, it was his time to go". If he
was only 30 years old then you too feel death, because you
feel that death can come at any time. What to do? So dying
can happen so easily, but one should not feel that they will
die. When the body dies you don't die yourself. You feel
that "I die," and then all those troubles come to you. But
in fact, when one dies, all those troubles are going to end,
no? No troubles remain for him, he's out of all
troubles.
Question: So Maharaj, if you say it is not true, that
means that you, in the body and the mind, are not true
also.
Ranjit: Oh yes! It is not true! What I think is also
not true. "I don't think", is the main point in it. Why
think about wrong things? Why think about things which don't
even exist? People think because they are in ignorance. They
think, "Oh, the world is going on now, what will happen to
me?" A man is having his 70th birthday and he feels that if
he dies tomorrow, what will happen? He dies and others
continue to enjoy! All that depends upon your mind.
Question: So if it is not true, why think about
it?
Ranjit: If you think like that it's very good. Then
you're out of the world. You are in the world but out of the
world. That is the beauty of it. If you say this is not my
house, then you have no troubles. You can put nails anywhere
you like. But if you say,"It's my house", then you say "Oh,
this wall has become bad. I should not put nails in it." You
restrict yourself. Though it is wrong, still you restrict
yourself. "Oh, how can I do it? It's my house". If you have
no house then you can do anything here, because you know
that nothing is going to happen. At the most, the walls
might fall down. In this way understand. When you say it is
mine then it troubles you. 'Me' and 'mine' is the trouble.
M.I.N.E. - mine- That's called aham and
mamata. So Kabir simply says, " Everything dies".
Question: Well, if I am not true, then death can't be
true.
Ranjit: Death is not true. Yes, yes.
Question: So, okay, that takes care of it all.
Ranjit: Kabir says, " First, the mind dissolves.
Then, the love for somebody ends. And, finally, all bodies
disappear."
Question: So, that's freedom?
Ranjit: Freedom. Exactly! The wish for a body, the
strong desire for a body doesn't allow you to die. You then
take another body. This body is going now, so what to do?
So, you try to get another body. With that wish, you will
die, and then you must get another body. Whatever body you
get, it will get sick. Perhaps you may even become a
mosquito or a bug. But he wants something, anyway. So, one
should understand the beauty of the thoughts. The mind is a
wonderful thing I tell you. It's so strong! It wants so many
things. So you ask your mind, I always say, ask your mind,
"What don't you want?" He says, "I want everything. I don't
know what I don't want?". But the realised persons say, "I
don't want anything because it's not true." When it is not
true, why to take it? People are always running after
things. For example, a deer runs after a mirage thinking
it's water, no? If you say, "Oh, there is no water", the
deer will think that you are a foolish person. "I can see
the water, so what do you mean by that?", he says. He sees
by his eyes that it's water, but it's a mirage. In the same
way, people are running after their wish only. It's a
desire, a strong desire of the mind. When you take birth,
it's because you want to. So many births you have taken,
gone there and come back again. That's called desire, a
strong desire, or in our language it is called
vasana. But if you understand that this world is not
true, then every choice comes to you. Say it is not true.
This is very difficult to say.
Question: It's easy to say, Maharaj, but it's
difficult to practice.
Ranjit: No, no! If you no longer want anything, then
what is there to practice, tell me? You want something, so
you are after it. When one doesn't want anything, then what
remains for him, tell me? If you have child, a wife and
everything, then some trouble comes to you. For me, for
example, there's no trouble. I never ask anything to
anybody. Why ask? Why beg? Let this body go to hell, I don't
care! Every moment, you care for the body, what to do?
Everybody cares for their body. If you don't care for the
body, then the body becomes your slave. Then, whatever you
want, the body will do it. "Come on!" It's really a very
good thing if you understand this. Then, you are out of the
clutch of the thoughts. When you're out of the clutch of the
thoughts, then your power becomes so strong. Not to worry
for anything. In Marathi there is a saying, " If I sleep on
this cot, my God is there". He must give me everything to
eat there. Everywhere is your power. Develop your power. If
that power is there, then you no longer want anything. Why
should you want?
Eyes want to see good things. Nose wants to smell very good
things. "Oh, these are very fragrant flowers!" You want to
eat many things, as well. "Oh, it's very tasty! One must
eat." And all that makes more trouble for you. So, eat if
you get it. Eat! Otherwise say, "I don't want anything".
Don't be a slave. You become the slave of the thoughts, and
the mind works and rules upon you. The mind is ruling you,
always. So the best thing is to understand that one should
practice against the mind. For example, the mind wants to
drink something, brandy or whisky. Say, "No! I'm not going
to drink". If the mind doesn't want to do anything, then
say, "Come on, we're going to a party, or going walking".
That is the practice you have to do. Then the mind becomes
your slave in anything. Mind then says, "What I say you
won't do it, so what is the use of it?" He agrees with you
everywhere. And that is happiness or not? When the mind
agrees, huh? The mind should agree, but he never wants to
agree with anybody. So you have to think in this way and
make your mind a slave. When it becomes a slave, then no
thoughts come to you. What is the meaning of the thoughts?
Due to the mind, thoughts come. It's better to say, "I don't
want anything". If you don't want anything, then everybody
forces you to have.
Mind is a wonderful factor. Try to understand your mind.
When you understand it, it becomes a friend and finally dies
itself giving you the Reality. Mind is the only factor that
creates your bondage. I only want to say that if you
understand that, "I don't exist," then everything is
happiness. If you exist, then so many troubles come. What to
do? Be out of it. Do everything! I don't say no. Do
everything, but understand it's not true! Have that much
courage. The mind has no value because it is not true. So
why to worry? Say, it's not true. When the state of your
mind changes, then trouble comes. Try to understand. Don't
worry for anything. If the mind accepts this, then what
remains? Nothing remains. People are unnecessarily worrying
for the mind, but the mind doesn't care for you. If you
understand in this way, then all questions are solved. You
feel at ease. For example, if you have got a disease and you
don't take your medicine, then are your troubles solved or
not? Body will die. Let it die. Why care for it? All
questions are solved then. The mind is a wonderful thing.
Liberation and bondage are the mind's work. You are ever
liberated and never in bondage.
Question: What happens, Maharaj, is that when it
becomes clear to me that I don't exist, I instantly lose
interest in everything. To me nothing seems important.
Ranjit: And as long as you exist?
Question: Everything is important.
Ranjit: Yes, yes, you feel interest in it. Say that,
"I don't exist". Then all thoughts go off, they don't remain
for a man with such a strong will. It takes a strong will,
no? The main point in it is that everybody fears death. And
when you fear death you want to do everything for your body.
But one who doesn't fear death, then?
Question: Then the doing and not doing doesn't remain
important to him, Maharaj.
Ranjit: For him, it doesn't remain. It's okay! He
doesn't go against the death thought. He doesn't care. He
never cares for anybody. Why? Why care for anybody? People
want to exist, no? What good is their existence, your
existence?
Question: Maharaj, since the mind appears to be the
cause of the world, one does not really have to marry and
have children to have troubles. One can be without them and
still have enough troubles.
Ranjit: So there is the story where golden, wooden
ladoos [sweets] are made and they have a very nice
colour. Someone says, "Oh, if you eat them you will lose all
your teeth". But still he says, "They're very attractive! I
want to eat them." He knows they are made from wood, and
that he might lose his teeth, but he can't help it. What to
do? So one should understand. World is not true! One who
understands, then it's okay. If you half understand, then
you are lost in heaven. The mind is of a very different
type. Try to understand. Understanding brings everything. If
you understand, then nothing is true and nothing is false.
So, someone who says that the world is true and someone who
says that it's not true, in fact, both are wrong.
Question: This is interesting, Maharaj. Why are both
wrong?
Ranjit: Both are wrong. Why say anything about
something that doesn't exist? Nothing is always nothing. Why
even take any pride and say, "I've renounced the world, and
I've done this and I've done that"? World itself is zero.
Why should you say anything about zero? But still ego makes
you say, "Oh, I know! World is not true, why should I
worry?" Ego brings all this. Ego is a very wretched chap. It
gets in the way. So many 'saints' are cheating themselves.
What to do? They find nothing There. They come back and they
teach wrong things to others. They say, "Do this and you'll
get it". So people do this and do that. Their is a saying,
"The saw of Kashi [Benares] cuts both ways". Worldly
things are of the same way as the saw - if you don't want
the world, it troubles you, and if you want the world, it
also troubles you. What to do? Be neutral and say, " I don't
want anything".
Question: Or be in it and be troubled, Maharaj.
Ranjit: Yes. If there is a house, then the earthquake
comes and it falls, and you have troubles. But if there is
no house, then? Life is like gambling. What to do? One
doesn't know anything. He's going to die tomorrow, or going
to live for 100 years, nobody knows. So life is like
gambling, no? He plays with his life. Play in such a way so
that the dice don't remain. No dice, then no player.
Understanding should come. That's the main point. If you
don't understand, then? So one who says that, "The world is
not true", he's also false. And one who says that, " The
world is true", he's also false. Both are wrong. Which is
not, why to talk about it? Why to say anything about that?
When you say, "Oh I know, the world is zero. I've renounced
the world." What have you actually done? Nothing! So
Siddharameshwar Maharaj told us, "Renounce the renouncing.
Forget the renouncing. Renouncing is ego." Try to understand
the Master! Unless you understand the Master, it's very
difficult to go with Him. If the understanding comes, then
everything is okay Without understanding, it's very
difficult. Don't do anything.
Question: So Maharaj, you're saying that it doesn't
exist, so therefore it can be neither true nor false. So be
in it, and yet believe that it's neither true nor false. So
eat, but understand you are not the eater.
Ranjit: Yes. That's the main point. If you are not
the eater, then who will be troubled? Body may get the
trouble, what to do? Doing is worst. Know that, "I don't do
anything." If you understand this, then you are free and by
doing also you are free.
Question: Then all actions are equal?
Ranjit: Equal. Nothing else. Doing and not doing,
both are equal for Him.
Question: And doing this or that?
Ranjit: It's not true! Both are wrong! So, Tukaram
was asked, "Why do you do bad things to this woman?" He
replied,"Oh, it's Brahman [God]". He used the word,
"Vitthal [God]". But they asked, " But wasn't
it you who has done this?" He again replied,
"Vitthal." Then they said that this man is not liable
for the prosecution. He says everything is Vitthal.
But he [Tukaram] knew that the one who did wrong
things to the woman is He himself, and the one who gives the
evidence is also He himself. So both are wrong. So there's
nothing else to say. Both don't exist. "I have not done and
I have done also". Both are out of the question and when you
are out of the question, then there is no examination and no
result.
Question: Maharaj, can reflection replace
meditation?
Ranjit: It's better to go by the easiest way. Why go
by the thorny way? You can meditate, even for twelve hours.
You must get it, no harm. And then finally, you have to
become your own Master. Then meditation will submerge into
Reality. So, why to go by the hard way? [Maharaj makes a
gesture to touch his left ear by making his right hand wind
around the back of his head, and then he brings his left
hand to touch his left ear to show a more direct way].
Meditation is just the beginning, in order to make the mind
more subtle. When it becomes subtle, then nothing is
required. Only thinking comes. If a man is lame, with one
stick he can walk, but by using two sticks, he can walk even
faster. So keep both and go ahead very fast!
Question: I want to ask if Maharaj has practised the
mantra since he gives us one?
Ranjit: [Laughs]. Siddharameshwar Maharaj
gave the mantra and I practised it, because it was his
order. If Master says 1 plus 2 is 3, I have to believe it.
In that way I was doing it and practise it still now. Before
and now, but in different ways. Before understanding, you
have to act according to the Master's choice, and after
understanding you have to act according to your choice. If
one wants to become a doctor, he first studies and then he
practises. After sometime, he becomes a Master at it. So his
practise is quite different then. Unless he kills a lot of
patients he cannot be a good doctor. In the same way,
experience brings many, many things. His grace is with you,
He is with you. Master is with you, don't worry. One should
have that much faith. So all this honour goes to him and not
to me, take it for granted! What is there? What is
practising? Understanding is practising, nothing else.
Doctor says, "Take this dose of medicine", and if you
practise, you will be okay the next day. If you don't take
it, then what will happen? You put full faith in the doctor,
no? Here also, full faith is required, nothing else.
Question: Instead of practising the mantra, can one
contemplate the teachings? Is the benefit the same?
Ranjit: You must meditate in the beginning. Then your
caliber becomes very subtle, your caliber of understanding
becomes very subtle. So, then you can practise nicely what
the Master says. He teaches you and you have to practise
that. I agree. Having faith and practising meditation helps
you very fast. Master says 12 plus 3 is 15. The boy has got
a high caliber of understanding and shows different ways of
arriving at 15. "19 minus 4 also can also equal 15", he
says. In that way, you can think it over more and more. So,
the mind should be subtle, therefore you have to meditate
and keep your mind a little steady at that time, avoiding
all these outside circumstances. Be in it only. And then
your mind becomes automatically subtle. Before when one
first said that one plus two is three, one had to cram up.
No need for you to cram up, now. Your caliber of
intelligence becomes subtle through understanding, one plus
two is three, what is there? In the same way, when
meditating you can understand what the Master says in a
very, very different way. There are many ways you can
understand - there is 4 plus 5 is 9, and 8 plus 1 is also 9.
In that way you can understand. What he says, and if you've
got full faith in him, what wrong is there,? You can go very
fast in it and you can meditate nicely also. Meditation is a
step only, the first step, then you have to go ahead. You
have not to only meditate your whole life. You can go ahead
by thinking also, why not? So your mind should be sharpened,
by meditation and you can understand by carrying on with the
teachings. Thinking over it more and more, you will get more
involved, you will penetrate into it, and that will be
yours. In the beginning, both cramming and meditation is
required, take it for granted.
Question: So, meditation is the repeating of the
mantra?
Ranjit: Exactly, 1 plus 2 is 3, no? You have to cram
up again and again. By chanting that in your mind, you can
overcome the illusion, why not? By meditation also, one can
achieve the Reality. Don't say that it's a very lengthy
process. My Master's Master, Bhausaheb Maharaj, he was for
meditation. Then Siddharameshwar Maharaj found out from his
teaching that by thinking, one can also go. Life is very
short, so at least find out the easiest way to go to It. By
your own thinking you have become a 'man' or 'woman' or a
'human being' through ignorance. By understanding, by
thinking you can correct that, why not? So in the
scriptures, it is written that there are two ways - one is
called the 'ant's' way and other is called 'bird's' way. An
ant will take a very long time to go up a tree, perhaps even
several births. Whereas a bird can fly from one tree to
another very easily, in a fraction of a second. So by
thinking one can go, it is very easy. But that which is very
easy is also very hard. Here, a change of mind is required,
nothing else. The mind should be changed, mind means
thinking. Your father and mother have taught you to think
through ignorance only. It is not your fault, you have just
been given lessons like that. So the Master says, "All this
is wrong and what I say is correct" By thinking you have
become a slave, and by thinking you can become the Master.
So my Master was giving mantra and asking us to do
meditation also and then he gave us lectures and sermons. So
it was very easy for us. Don't try to escape the meditation!
[laughs].
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