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If you want to follow a
practise, you have to follow someone who is realised.
Methods are full of frustrations and give no real
satisfaction. Reality has no method. Illusion has many
methods, many problems and many concepts. To overcome
illusion, or concepts, one should ask, "From where does all
this thinking arise?" Thinking is always of other things. To
know the thoughtless Reality, no thinking is required. It is
where there is no thought. Whatever thing you think of
doesn't exist. Everything is He only, and apart from Him
there is nothing in the world. Whatever is thought of, makes
Him something other than what He is. When thinking ends,
what happens? You go to zero.
Awakening is nothing but a complete, thorough understanding.
A clear cut understanding of a thing is awakening. Reality
is not to be achieved, it is there. After this thorough
understanding, nothing is required.
As long as the body is there, he acts. He calls his mother
'mother', and his wife 'wife'. But still he knows. If
somebody asks him, "What is your name?", he gives his name,
but he knows, "I am not this." That clear cut understanding
is required. Complete understanding is called 'That'. Be in
'That'. Be like a lotus leaf - you are produced in water,
you live in water , but you are not touched by water. Stay
like that, nothing else. Once you know, "I am not this",
then you become doubtless. My Master told me, "After
understanding, if you want to stay, then stay. Stay in jail,
but remember: "I am not a victim."" One cannot afford to
leave the illusory so fast, so live there, but understand
that , "I'm not the victim." Ego is such; in very many
different shapes and different ways, he remains. So, one
should always be aware, and then, once you are complete,
there is nothing to worry about. What you see is illusion.
If you understand that 'myself' is illusion, then where does
everything remain? People don't understand that illusion is
nothing. How can it block you? How can nothing block
you?
What you see and perceive is in you and not outside. You are
not the body, take it for granted. When the mind takes up
any thought and gets attached to it, then everything is seen
as 'other' than Him.
In human nature, fear is always there. Everyone has fear,
because, they believe "I am the body." Mind creates this
fear and is nothing but your own concept. Fear arises in the
mind due to the unsteadiness of the world. Every minute is
changing. If you go beyond darkness and knowledge, then
there is no fear at all. For example, a screen has no fear
of any picture because it is steady. So, that which is not
steady always has fear. Your mind changes every moment and
cannot remain steady by itself. If your mind knows its own
source or its own beginning, then only it can be happy. As
long as there is a body, there is fear. If you want to be
fearless, be what is fearless, because that which is has no
end. The final Reality has no end and no beginning, it is
limitless. It is so subtle, that all thoughts and concepts
stop. Duality contains fear, oneness has no fear.
Take out the thorn of the ego. Take out the name and the
shape and there is nothing. You see by your own
understanding that everything is illusion. Experience it!
You don't want to see because the mind doesn't allow you to
see. The mind is the only hurdle which keeps you away from
you. The mind says, "It is true." Tell the mind, "It is not
true." Understand the mind, and then it doesn't remain.
You can see the space, you can observe the space, you can
feel the space, but Reality is beyond space. Space is zero,
where there is no silence, no voice, no peace, no state. All
these are conditional things. Silence is also not He, peace
is not He. He has nothing. If anything would have been
there, then that would have been Reality, and not He.
Nothing can disturbs Him because it doesn't exist. Nothing
is required for Reality, otherwise it would have disturbed
that Reality.
Then, the aspirant may ask, "What should I do?" Do nothing!
Words only go up to the space. Lord Krishna says in the
Bhagavad Gita, "There, from where the words come, That is my
Self." That is my Self. In the Bible, Christ also said the
same thing: "Know thyself and you know the world." Go up to
where thinking ends, go up to That, and there is the Self.
So, I always call it, "Self without self". Self-realisation
is Self without self. As long as 'realising' remains, self
remains. The eyes have got the habit to see that which is
not. The Master takes you up to That, up to the Reality and
says, "Understand yourself." This is the position.
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