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If you want to follow a
practise, you have to follow someone who is realised.
Methods are full of frustrations and give no real
satisfaction. Reality has no method. Illusion has many
methods, many problems and many concepts. To overcome
illusion, or concepts, one should ask, 'From where does
all this thinking arise?' Thinking is always of other
things. To know the thoughtless Reality, no thinking is
required. It is where there is no thought. Whatever thing
you think of doesn't exist. Everything is He only, and apart
from Him there is nothing in the world. Whatever is thought
of, makes Him something other than what He is. When thinking
ends, what happens? You go to zero.
Awakening is nothing but a complete, thorough understanding.
A clear cut understanding of a thing is awakening. Reality
is not to be achieved, it is there. After this thorough
understanding, nothing is required.
As long as the body is there, he acts. He calls his mother
'mother', and his wife 'wife'. But still he knows. If
somebody asks him, 'What is your name?', he gives his
name, but he knows, 'I am not this.' That clear cut
understanding is required. Complete understanding is called
'That'. Be in 'That'. Be like a lotus leaf - you are
produced in water, you live in water , but you are not
touched by water. Stay like that, nothing else. Once you
know, 'I am not this', then you become doubtless. My
Master told me, 'After understanding, if you want to
stay, then stay. Stay in jail, but remember: 'I am not a
victim''. One cannot afford to leave the illusory so
fast, so live there, but understand that , 'I'm not the
victim.' Ego is such; in very many different shapes and
different ways, he remains. So, one should always be aware,
and then, once you are complete, there is nothing to worry
about. What you see is illusion. If you understand that
'myself' is illusion, then where does everything remain?
People don't understand that illusion is nothing. How can it
block you? How can nothing block you?
What you see and perceive is in you and not outside. You are
not the body, take it for granted. When the mind takes up
any thought and gets attached to it, then everything is seen
as 'other' than Him.
In human nature, fear is always there. Everyone has fear,
because, they believe 'I am the body.' Mind creates
this fear and is nothing but your own concept. Fear arises
in the mind due to the unsteadiness of the world. Every
minute is changing. If you go beyond darkness and knowledge,
then there is no fear at all. For example, a screen has no
fear of any picture because it is steady. So, that which is
not steady always has fear. Your mind changes every moment
and cannot remain steady by itself. If your mind knows its
own source or its own beginning, then only it can be happy.
As long as there is a body, there is fear. If you want to be
fearless, be what is fearless, because that which is has no
end. The final Reality has no end and no beginning, it is
limitless. It is so subtle, that all thoughts and concepts
stop. Duality contains fear, oneness has no fear.
Take out the thorn of the ego. Take out the name and the
shape and there is nothing. You see by your own
understanding that everything is illusion. Experience it!
You don't want to see because the mind doesn't allow you to
see. The mind is the only hurdle which keeps you away from
you. The mind says, 'It is true.' Tell the mind,
'It is not true.' Understand the mind, and then it
doesn't remain.
You can see the space, you can observe the space, you can
feel the space, but Reality is beyond space. Space is zero,
where there is no silence, no voice, no peace, no state. All
these are conditional things. Silence is also not He, peace
is not He. He has nothing. If anything would have been
there, then that would have been Reality, and not He.
Nothing can disturbs Him because it doesn't exist. Nothing
is required for Reality, otherwise it would have disturbed
that Reality.
Then, the aspirant may ask, 'What should I do?' Do
nothing! Words only go up to the space. Lord Krishna says in
the Bhagavad Gita, 'There, from where the words come,
That is my Self.' That is my Self. In the Bible, Christ
also said the same thing: 'Know thyself and you know the
world.' Go up to where thinking ends, go up to That, and
there is the Self. So, I always call it, 'Self without
self'. Self-realisation is Self without self. As long as
'realising' remains, self remains. The eyes have got the
habit to see that which is not. The Master takes you up to
That, up to the Reality and says, 'Understand
yourself.' This is the position.
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